"Pulling out my hair
Don't even really care.
Seems like I am unseen
Just another has been.
I stare into her eyes
And now all I see are lies.
Looking at your face
Trying to see through the facade,
So acting really is the case
How much are you getting paid?
What does she see in me
Or is it really me she sees?
My body is just another host
To yet again another ghost.
Is it truly romance
Is it true love,
Am I slipping back into a trance
An act that fits like a glove.
As my sanity slips away
It appears that is the price I must pay.

I am falling, and tumbling down
But as I am about to hit the ground...
Is it you that appears?
The one I always held so dear.

Ripping off the skin
Thinking about the lack of kin.
As you tose me to the side
These feelings I just can't abide.
And with all the lost flesh and blood
Watching is all mingle in the mud.
I turn to apologize for letting you down
But it appears my voice has lost it's sound.
As these lines are ever getting longer
These feelings of defeat are growing so much stronger.
Truth be known
Feelings be shown
I give the devil his due
I can think only of you...
As I lay at your feet
Signaling my final defeat
This is my final conclusion
The essence of my delusion
But only one thing I know is true
I know that I am still so deeply in love with you...
Closer now to the ground
Or am I going to drown...?
Is it you that is above?
The one I gave all my love."

This is not particulary out to any said one person...more like a group of specifics. I wrote most, basically all but 4 lines, in English the other day...but I am finally putting it on. And yes it is all writen by me.